I’m just so disappointed with my life.
I used to think I was really smart and special and adults and colleges would be able to see that and I would benefit from it.
There is literally nothing special about me. Nothing that makes me stand out from the crowd. I have no defining physical characteristics because I have a twin sister. I’m not the smartest person in school. No, my friends are all way smarter than me. I don’t do art. I don’t play an instrument. I’m not actually good at gymnastics. I don’t write. All I do is read, but I don’t even read that much anymore because I don’t have time.
I am an individual with nothing special about me. I am just another mindless drone in a school, no, world, full of them.
And sometimes this disappointment just builds up inside of me until I can’t take it anymore and I just have to sit alone in my room and cry about it.